My Heart!!

I don't know if I should post this or not.........
But now, I'm totally lost... Lost in deciding my own way of LIFE.......
What? I'm insane?
Yes! I'm DEFINITELY insane... Quiet insane version!!
Nobody knows... Nobody cares!!
And Nobody should know about it!!

I don't want my family know about it.....
I don't have guts to let them know it
So? What should I do then???!!
Scream like a mad?!
Protest like I have the rights?!
huh

Someone please.... take me to anywhere.... I wanna let this f***ing tears out~

Korang tau, bile peluang da ade.... Ttbe je mcm ta jd...
Pastu bile pluang da tlepas, diorg salahkan aku!!
Aku mcm orang BODOH ikot sume kate2 diorg...
Aku mcm orang BODOH yang memperBODOHkan diri sendiri smate2 nak ikot kate diorg!!
This year is 'I Hate Myself' year... ha.ha.ha.
funny!
Blog ni best tau tak?
Sbb dua org je yang akan slalu dtg bace...
Adik aku dan Mimie...
So.. Dua orang ni yang akan tau what happened to me...
Itu pon klau diorg bce la...
I'm not expecting too much anyway~





:: Myself all alone living with people who are claim they'll help me but.. TET! they're NOT! ::